I've been gone... from the blog and a little from life.
Mini explanation: I was saddened and disappointed with myself when I lost my job at AC, then put all my energy into open a little store... Then I couldn't continue to put so much energy into Patina. THEN I told myself I was focusing on growing our little one... It was a lie. I have been lazy. and a little depressed. Which is frustrating, because I have such an amazing life. In the last year I have been given so many opportunities. (Thank You for your support friends.) I haven't treated myself, my husband and my friends with the love and respect we all deserve... and my frustrations with life aren't a good enough excuse.
IT"S TIME I started taking care of my relationship with God, my incredible husband, my soon to be baby girl, my amazing friends and myself.
So today I start.
I know myself... I will probably slip back, but I can always start again.
I start by writting here... for the world to see. Hold me to it. Thanks.
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Gummi Bear is moving constantly. We can't wait to meet her, (I think I can speak for Justin) but have been reminded by many veterans that once they're out they are out forever...
35 weeks... please excuse the editing. photoshop and I are fighting.
Don't look to closely at the last photo....
I have an eye that wanders sometimes... it only adds to the over all crazy effect I'm going for...
The nursery isn't ready (see above) but plans are coming together. Many pictures? Thoughts on a yellow and grey color palette?